Sunday, July 31, 2005

We did It!


They are here. My beautiful bambinas have arrived. They are so wonderful and smart and good. I am still in a euphoric sort of love daze. It's a drunkish sort of love mixed with pure gratitude. Duncan has become the family mascot and evereyone is getting along swell. Robert has them with him right now at Sudanese church and will keep them with him later in the evening, while I'm at my parents' for family poker night.

Some observations that fit right in with my recently formed theories on the universal nature of our homo-sapien species:

1. They are typical sibilings--they compare gifts, bicker, and compete with each other.
2. I feel a devotion and visceral defensiveness on their behalf that must be based on the year I've spent preparing for "my children" to arrive.
3. It feels like the ropes that hold my marriage together have suddenly been shot through with pure steel. We have been made stronger and brought closer.

Ahhhh--relief. I pray thank-you many times each day.

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Hell Ya

Watched the women's final Wimbledon match yesterday morning. Was it ever close. Every single day there's more bad news from Robert in Kampala. There are so many legal hurdles. It's tempting to let my hope burn out already, and start preparing myself for severe disappointment, but yesterday I convinced myself if Venus could pull it off, so can we--we'll find a way to bring our girls home.